Tuesday, January 1, 2008

WHY does this always happen to me?

I don't know why I bother apologizing she didn't accept it. Apparently my best friend can hook up with my ex because its her house and she can do what she wants. I didn't do anything wrong.. I guess neither did she. Whatever, I'm done with this shit.. I want a good year. With friends that care about me. Just thought I'd put that out there. I'm going to go to sleep and wait for Ryan to phone because I've been sick since I've gotten home. 

PS next post will have what I want to do within the first 3-4 months of 2008. 


Kaileigh16 said...

Wow Skyy, thats really fucking lame.
I wasnt going to hook up with Willie, i would never ever hook up with Willie and i never said i would because i said i can do what the fuck i want in my house. Maybe you should have read a little better what i had said. I am not trying to start shit and ruin anything im just telling you thats not what i fucking said. And again, i dont see why you would care you have Ryan and right now... i have absolutely no one... im alone, im always alone and im always going to be alone...just like you said, nothing ever goes right for me. I tried, i put myself out there and i got shot down.. you have no idea what im going through right now, or whats going on with me or what is going on inside of my head. I just need someone there for me, and i thought you would be. No one gets it, i have no one to talk to, i dont sleep because im thinking too much about everything and im thinking so much about everything because i cant talk to anyone about whats going on... no one ever gives up the time of day to let me talk, to let me vent, to let me let them know im not okay... because i am not okay.

Kaileigh16 said...

im cool like you now! I have my own blog.
theres nothing posted.
One day ill post

Sky. said...

Kaileigh, I said I was sorry, I didnt know that you werent going to hook up with him.. why? because I was drunk...and his pants were off, and you could have came and talked to me when i asked you too. Instead of telling to get the fuck out. I would love to give my days up to talk to you, to know whats going on. But when I ask, you never tell me, I know I have Ryan. Willies out of my life, I could care less, now that I think about it, im more happy with Ryan than I Ever was with Willie. & Again, I didnt mean the 'nothing ever goes your way' thing in that way, okay. I didnt mean it in that intention I swear to you, I WANT you to tell me whats wrong, I do I want you to come to me and tell me that everythings horrible, or everythings great, I want you to call me at 3 in the morning and tell me that You need someone to talk to, I would walk to your house in my pjs to talk to you Kaileigh, I promise you that. I'm not sure if your going to read this or not but i hope you do.. Kaileigh, you're one of my best friends or I'd like to think of you as one, and I want to be there for you, I swear on my life. So next time you need someone to talk to.. call me? or something, If i have to , ill sleep at my computer for when you come online and need someone to talk to . I'm here for you wither you like it or not, haha.. ill be here when you hate me, and still need someone to talk to , and ill be here when you just need to vent. I promise.