I haven't written in this blog for awhile. Reason being? Ryan hasn't been reading them, Mainly because he broke his computer by putting Windows Vista on it. It's okay though, I'm just going to sit him down at my computer and make him read the posts I feel he should.. or that would be of some kind of interest to him. Anyways, I've been thinking a lot lately and I have to say, I miss hanging out with Nicole. To look back and remember all the good times we had kinda makes me sad because things got messed up between us. We were close friends and it was nice to have someone I could talk to about everything.. (except boys..I was dating her brother at the time). Now I don't really have anyone to tell things. I can tell Ryan.. but chances are he wouldn't be very interested in it anyways. I just want that close friend back. It's hard to not have anyone to talk to especially when you're going through a hard time with someone else. I suppose though it's harder when the two people you need to talk to the most are friends with that one person who likes to build you up.. just to tear you down.
Which actually brings me to my next subject. I find it really pathetic how some people are nice to others.. JUST to be mean. It actually really surprises me that someone sinks that low because she feels like being a bitch. This one person, has definitely not changed one bit. Her past was horrible, and I'm going to predict that because shes a bitch to so many people.. her future will be just as bad. Whatever, If she feels the need to put others down to make herself feel better then so be it. I could honestly care less.. it's one less person that likes to start shit in my life. I know shes pathetic and low.. I'm sure she knows it as well.. But lets not start with another drama fest because I have a feeling shit might be brought up with this entry I'm writing.
On a less dramatic note, I'm talking to Colemans (Ryans friend) girlfriend. She's so nice. So far we've talked about, Porn, Sex Shops, Edible Underwear.. well everything in the book really. I'll tell you that shes cool. The nicest person I've met so far in 2008. I have a feeling that this years summer will be better than most. New friends, Old friends.. My boyfriend. It's going to be epic. Or, I'll make the best of what I have. But I think I'm going to stop writing now. I'll post more later!