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I had an amazing talk with Ryan last night and everything is figured out for the most part. I agreed that he can stop drinking after he grads. I still am going to worry, but he promised that he's gonna tone it down a bit. I guess I don't mind him drinking, I just don't want him to become dependant on alcohol. It's okay, I've sorta gotten over the fact that I can't control what stresses me out! A good shower always helps though! It's okay, I'm happy! I don't even think anyone reads my blog anymore, but I am happy. & I'm gonna go find something to do.. because I'm hella bored. I'll post more I suppose.