I-I'm confused on who these anonymous posts are from. I know the point of anonymous posting is to stay well... anonymous of course, but all within a week and all about Christ? It just seems really weird to me. To be honest, I don't think he reads this.. at all. I know he used to! Like.. a loong time ago, but now? I don't count on it. I think that's why I post so freely about him on here, because I know he doesn't take the time to read it. It's no big deal, it's just easier for me to write whats on my mind and how I feel.
On another note, I think I'm depressed. I took some tests online, ( I know that it doesn't count for anything ) I got really bad scores with all of them. I was thinking of going to my doctor and asking how you screen for that shit. I don't want to get too into this subject because it's the one thing in my life right now that only two people know exactly how I feel and all that junk. I'll obviously post if I am or if I'm just a delusional mother fucker. Lets just say I did some things and I reaaallly shouldn'thave, and leave it at that!
Next on the agender.. hm when an ambulance or fire truck or police car drive close to my place with the sirens on, the pack of wolves.. or coyotes whatever they are go nuts! You hear them howling like there is no tomorrow. It's scary at like 3 in the morning, cause it's dead quiet in my house and then all of a sudden you hear this super loud obnoxious howling. It sounds like its right outside my window. Also, I would like to tell you all that when doing book work that is due in one week exactly, it's not wise to fall asleep! I fell asleep and when I awoke, my pen was still in my hand and in contact with the paper, I was very proud of myself. NOT. I also slept funny because now my collar bone hurts. Leave it to me to hurt myself while sleeping.