There's so much drama in my life right now, It's not what I need..I'll tell you that. Ryan is amazing, as usual, although I feel lame for crying to him. I'm not exactly sure whats going on anymore, all I know is that Ryan's the one. End of story. I realize I say that so much but how is one supposed to know? I wouldn't want him to forget. That would blow big time. I also have noticed I say a lot of shit about the future, I don't wanna get excited in case something doesn't go the way I want, and then BAM shot of reality and I'll be crushed. So maybe I should stop with the whole, I wanna get married stuff. I'm tired though... I will post tomorrow!